Just Walk the Walk
As I read more I realized the City was all that stood between God's people and the promised land. It had to come down for them to enter into God's promises. The walls represent whatever it is in our lives that stands between us and God's blessings or perfect will for our lives.
So I ask myself, what walls do I have up that need to come down? What is standing between me and God's best for my life. There isn't much let me tell you....I have given it all up, everything I can think of. I don't pretend to know anything about anything. All I know is I need God and He has the answers and He has the power.
All of the things that have happened in my life and my children's lives and the lives of people I know... have brought me to a point of realizing I am not in control and if there is ever going to be victory in my life it will because He fought the battle, not me!!!
Every ounce of pride I may have had, every tiny bit of knowledge, every shred of me has been brought down. I have been broken, tried, tested, worn down to the point of I just wanted to quit.
BUT!!! I didn't and I haven't. I am done crying, I am done begging, I am done!!! I know He is showing me that he is always victorious, I belong to Him and so does everything else. Who am I kidding? I don't control anything. I am just to walk the walk like Joshua and the people did. They wanted to fight, they wanted to depend on the arm of the flesh, but God said No! You just walk it out, I will fight the battle. Just be obedient, just surrender your will to mine, It's my battle not yours!! So here I am with my white flag in the air and I sure am peaceful, it is so much easier to do things His way!!

